Refleksi Kembara PhD - Fasa Penulisan Thesis

Assalamualaikum WBT...

Alhamdulillah, saat entri ini di tulis, aku sudah pun berada dalam fasa penulisan thesis PhD. Aku mula fokus sepenuhnya sejak 13.06.19. MashaaAllah baru beberapa minggu rupanya, cepatnya goyah semangat ni. Betapa hati manusia ni sentiasa sangat mudah berbolak balik. Ya Allah tetapkanlah hati ini pada apa yang terbaik untukku dan hadirkanlah ilham dan petunjuk ke jalan yg terbaik untukku, jalan-jalan yang mendekatkan aku padaMu.

Menarik juga fasa ni, saat ini mampu tersengih je lah lihat perangai sendiri. Motivasi tu dari 0% dia boleh naik sampai 100% dan sekelip mata ja boleh turun semua 0%. Haha...menarik sungguh roller coaster ride ni, the best part of the ride is, it's free, you don't have to pay, just enjoy the ride!!! :)

Perkara yang aku rasakan paling penting adalah, tulis matlamat yang jelas as to bila nak submit thesis, perancangan penulisan dan make a deal with your supervisor for a deadline to submit your draft for each chapter. Yes, it could make you stress out, but it is very important too especially when you feel lost in the middle of writing. If you have your clear goal written, you can always read them back, track your progress, so that you know where you are now. From that point, you can collect your strengths back and rise again.
And remember, each time bila rasa motivasi kurang, rasa lelah, cepat-cepat banyakkan bangun malam solat dan banyakkan lagi masa baca Quran. InshaaAllah akan dapat semula kekuatan tu untuk teruskan perjuangan.

And yes, I also found this song is really helpful each time when I lost my motivation:

Try Everything

Shakira

I messed up tonight

I lost another fight

I still mess up but I'll just start again

I keep falling down

I keep on hitting the ground

I always get up now to see what's next

Birds don't just fly

They fall down and get up

Nobody learns without getting it won

I won't give up, no I won't give in

Till I reach the end

And then I'll start again

Though I'm on the lead

I wanna try everything

I wanna try even though I could fail

I won't give up, no I won't give in

Till I reach the end

And then I'll start again

No I won't leave

I wanna try everything

I wanna try even though I could fail

Oh oh try everything

Look how far you've come

You filled your heart with love

Baby you've done enough that cut your breath

Don't beat yourself up

Don't need to run so fast

Sometimes we come last but we did our best

I won't give up, no I won't give in

Till I reach the end

And then I'll start again

Though I'm on the lead

I wanna try everything

I wanna try even though I could fail

I won't give up, no I won't give in

Till I reach the end

And then I'll start again

No I won't leave

I wanna try everything

I wanna try even though I could fail

I'll keep on making those new mistakes

I'll keep on making them every day

Those new mistakes

Oh oh, try everything

Source: LyricFind

Songwriters: Tor Erik Hermansen / Mikkel Storleer Eriksen / Sia Kate Isobelle Furler

Chaiyook Yati... Keep going towards the ultimate goal!!! Don't change your mind! Stay focus. The key to keeping consistent in the pursuit of your dreams is to stay happy in catching your dreams. Say "I wanna do this! and I can do this!".

Let's keep this memory, once we pass the viva, let's look at all these pictures again :)

2nd July 2019

8th July 2019

8th July 2019

9th July 2019

11th July 2019: Here I am reading my ultimate goal I wrote on 28th June 19

Good luck Yati...

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